Who knew Blythe
Danner could make such good blueberry muffins? She seems so refined, I can
barely imagine her in a kitchen at all! Yet, these were some of the best blueberry
muffins I’ve ever tasted. The recipe can be found here.
She was good at
telling stories.
She was her
father Asoka’s great pride.
“Sit the girl
in the corner near the burner with the frankincense and the myrrh and stories
will pour out of her like water,” he said.
His eyes were
dark under heavy, romantic lids. Good, kind eyes. They believed him.
Asoka and his
daughter Tulasi-Dharshan weren’t from there. They had traveled for days
– weeks even. Through deserts, taigas, the great vastness of the country.
They looked different. Asoka’s beard was not curled up at the bottom, but was
cut blunt. He didn’t wear a robe, just a plain kaftan of cotton, cut loose. But
still he wore his kalpak. Tulasi-Dharshan was smaller than their own girls,
slender in body like a boy. Unlike their girls, in their flagrant colors, she
wore only white, all white from her tiny canvas shoes to her wide, easy pants
and her tunic. Even the embroidery on her vest was white, not silver. White on
white. Her hair was short and soft and black.
They didn’t
know what to do with her. They had no storytellers. They’d never heard of
storytellers, other than those who walked around villages with news and songs.
But stories told by a little girl? Alone? No. Asoka closed his eyes and nodded.
He held up a finger.
“I will show,” he said.
“I will show,” he said.
And then:
“Sit girl in corner…”
“Sit girl in corner…”
First they put
her among the rug braiders. Near the incense, like Asoka had said. The women
and children began their braiding, when suddenly the girl opened her mouth and
out of it, in a nasal, monotonous voice, stories began threading the air. One
more peculiar than the next. Intoxicating. And their braiding took on a
different shape. Their bodies moved. They swayed in rhythm with her stories;
they braided them into their rugs. The darker stories: Deep maroon, rich browns
and golds in big dramatic constellations. The lighter stories: Pale blue dots
like spring rain, jade green splashes like reeds. And all the while, their
bodies moving. And the heavy scent of incense.
When Asoka came
to collect his daughter, her voice closed shut like a clam, and up her arms
went around his neck. Her mouth opened in a big cat-like yawn, and they
marveled at how young she was. The foreman, who had seen the swiftness with
which his braiders worked, how the stories had added beauty to their work,
tried in vain to give Asoka a coin.
“No, no,” he
said.
Tulasi-Dharshan’s
stories belonged to everyone. They were not for sale.
Next, they put
her among the potters. Again the same advice from Asoka:
“Sit girl close to incense.”
“Sit girl close to incense.”
And after that,
the silk painters. And so on.
They were wont
to be on the move. They were going to leave, but Asoka suddenly fell ill. Some
disease from the water. He lay still as still can be and life itself, or so
Tulasi-Dharshan thought afterwards, held its breath.
After Asoka’s
death they turned on her. The lack of protection made her vulnerable. They
began questioning her. They began questioning what they’d seen in her. Why
didn’t her father take the coin offered? Why were they traveling around like
so? Who were they anyway? From where? They no longer saw the strange beauty
she’d helped put into their rugs, their pottery, and their silk.
They had not
counted on her being so obstinate. They said:
“We don’t want you around.”
“We don’t want you around.”
She sat there
quiet and stubborn like a mule. They called it “arrogance”. Her jutting chin
they called “stupid pride”. They wanted nothing to do with her, yet would not
leave her alone. Constant mockery.
Early one
morning, when they were still asleep, she packed hers and Asoka’s belongings
and saddled their camel.
“No more
stories,” she decided.
“No more
stories!” Into the leather satchel went Asoka’s kaftan.
“No more
stories!” In went his crackowes.
“No more
stories!”
She promised
herself. Again and again she promised herself that morning. Maybe she cried a
little. Then she swung herself up on the camel.
It was still
dark when she left. But shortly she rode into the sun, which was big and red as
the insides of a pomegranate.
She never kept
her promise.
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